No I do not think that I could do what i am doing for the rest of my life.  I could not be in school forever eventhough it feels like I have been in school forever. I could probably be a school teacher for the rest of my life as a matter of fact I know that I could. That 's what I am going to school for and I will be teaching until I graduate.

The most important thing that happened to me this month is the back to back job interviews and offers that i have been getting. It was a true blessing because I really needed a job.

I love getting paid for for my job. I feel that I should be getting paid more. But I like to get paid.

If I were going to lose my vision today, I would probably want to see the movie American Gangster. I would also want to see my immediate family members, the wonders of nature, really I would want to look at as much as i could because I would never see anything again.  I would want to be able to remember what different things looked like.

About two weeks ago I started looking for a job.  Well, on  yesterday all of my efforts paid off because. I got an interview ans job offer from a local department store.  It is not a lot of money, however, I am truly tthankful for this opportunity.  I feel that things are going to start to open up even more for myself and my family. I tell you I truly thank God because last month, no last week this time I was in a bad place. I didn't know how I was going to get my children their X-mas toys or even how I was going to pay our bills, nevertheless, how we were going to eat.  Now that I have my job I am going to do something that I have not done in a long time (regularly that is), I am going to start paying my tithes every Sunday.  I think that I owe that to God because he has truly been goood to me. Even when I was not working my bills somehow got paid, and we somehow ate.  I have been really being blessed way before this job even came along, he just decided to add a extra little something that I have been praying for and believing in.  God's graces, favors and blessings are what makes life so good. I am so thankful.

The first place that I go is to check my email, then I log on to my zaadz account to check things out.

If I could replace watching tv with one activity, it would be lots of family time that would include playing games, talking and reading to the kids. then later my husband and I could spend some time together.

I would sell them to make some money, major money because some people really love tv and can not go with out it.

Complaining has become one of the most widely practiced habits for nearly everyone.  I was once a complainer.  I was always complaining about what I did not have, wanted, or needed.  Recently, about two weeks ago, I was sitting complaining about every possible thing that I could think of. When it hit me, why am I complianing when  there is so much that I can be thankful for the things that I do have ( life, health, strength, a roof over my head and so on).  At that moment, I decided that I was going to stop complaining. Hey, let's be real, all complaining does is make you feel worse.  When you complain you are constantly reminding you of all the things that you do not have or have not done, so what is the use in that. I call this negative thinking and thinking this way is not good.  It wasn't goood for me anyway because it was causing my to become depressed and I started having migraines that would not go away. I even feel that my weight gain 4 years ago was a result of my chronically complaining.

 I have began turning that negative energy into positive energy. I am focused on getting my degree and just being thankful for what God has blessed me with. I have always been taught that he does not put more on you than you can bear.  In translation, I have been through some things and I have not been broken yet, so that tells me that I am an awesome individual because I am still standing tall and strong. 

To me natural means to not be altered in anyway, nothing is added. Natural means that however God created a person or thing, that the way that the person or thing will be, you know unchanged physically or genetically.

The easiest way to become happy is to stop worrying and just be happy with yourself. That is the best way I can think of to become happy. 

The last thing that i made from scratch was nothing because I like cooking to be as quick and easy as possible. From my cakes to my spaghetti none of it is made from scratch.

The last thing that I took a picture of was my children.  I always have felt that it was important for me to keep pictures of my children so that I will always have remember what they looked like as little children.

The last time that I stayed awake, I was in high school. I was up late because I waited until the last minute to do a school project.

Well, my life story was partially written by me and by others in my life.  The early part of my life story (childhood to teen years) was interpretted and written by my mother and the teen years to the age of 26 my life story has been written by my husband.  Now that I have become a little older and wiser, I have taken control of my own life and I am writting it the way that I chose.

The longest relationship for me has been 11 years.

The area of my life that I feel the most lucky in, is my family life. I have been blessed with some awesome children( eventhough they get on my last nerves sometimes) and my husband.